The rainbow was never ours to keep, nor was it ever to be our armor. It was always His bow — set in the clouds as a promise of mercy.
True freedom begins when we lay down the colors of our own pride and surrender the rainbow back to the Savior who created it.
--The Authors
Bridging the Gap Between Truth and Love — equipping the church to stand with radical grace and unwavering biblical conviction.
Our mission is to equip the Church, share the radical love of Jesus, and support those who are wandering under a counterfeit rainbow. It is a daily, unfolding journey—and we want you to be a part of it. May we finally lay down our stones of judgment, dismantle our hierarchies of righteousness, and silence the clanging cymbals of condemnation. We are three different women. We come from different backgrounds, carried different hurts, and walked down entirely different roads. But over time, our lives intertwined within the lesbian lifestyle. For years, we built our identities, our relationships, and our futures around a rainbow that the world had redefined. We convinced ourselves we were happy and safe. But independently of one another, a quiet truth began to break through the fog of our realities: we had been deeply deceived by Satan. We had spent too many years wandering far from the Lord, chasing counterfeits of love while starving for the truth. That is why we chose the title of this book, and why we are openly saying that we are "surrendering the rainbow."
Long before the rainbow became a symbol for a culture or a political movement, it belonged entirely to God. As written in Genesis 9:13, the rainbow was created as a sacred sign of God's mercy, protection, and unyielding love for mankind. In Surrendering the Rainbow, three women share how they gave up a manufactured identity to return this beautiful symbol to its true, holy purpose. This book is not a story of loss. It is a powerful testimony of what happens when we lay down the pride of the world and allow ourselves to be fully claimed by Jesus. The Power of Total Surrender. True transformation in Christ demands more than just giving up bad habits or handing over selective pieces of our lives. It requires absolute, unconditional surrender. In these pages, you will witness how God met three women uniquely in their darkest hours of despair—breaking chains, healing deep wounds, and reshaping their hearts from the inside out.
Surrendering the Rainbow brings together three raw, independent stories of rescue: Gena’s Journey – Imagine Me Redeemed: How One Song Brought Me to the Feet of Jesus; Mary’s Journey – From Outcast to His Child: Dismantling the Lies and Finding My Purpose; Penny’s Journey – Beep: How a Preacher’s Kid Was Deceived into a Lesbian Life Before Surrendering. An Urgent Plea to the Church. Beyond these personal testimonies of survival, this book carries a desperate, burning message for our brothers and sisters in Christ: The Church must stop using condemnation and hatred to reach the LGBT community. Throwing truth like rocks and shouting judgment causes catastrophic harm. When people experience hostility from Christians, they want nothing to do with God. Jesus loved perfectly and led by example. He did not condemn these authors out of their old lifestyle. He wooed them out of it with radical, unyielding grace.
Come as You Are: No one should ever have to "get cleaned up" before walking through the doors of a sanctuary. Equal Footing at the Cross: The Church has mistakenly created a hierarchy of righteousness, treating certain sins as unpardonable while ignoring gossip, pride, and greed inside its own walls. If we do not actively love the lost to the foot of the cross, we may very well be the reason they never come to the Lord. We pray that these distinct paths show you the multi-faceted grace of a Savior who leaves the ninety-nine to chase down the one. May you see His heart through our stories, and may the Church learn how to love the lost back home. Art for the stories you will find inside our upcoming book, Surrendering the Rainbow.